A break away from the usual light humor on the blog:
Today was testimony meeting at church. Today, just like all other testimony meetings, Carter urged us that he wanted to get up and bare his testimony.
- Remember, he's 4.
- Remember, he's Steve's son.
So
of course he loves the opportunity to get in front 200 people and talk into a microphone. For specific reasons, we've never given into his requests (besides going to practice in the primary room -- see
this post for that funny story).
But something different happened today. After saying a silent prayer, I felt the Spirit prompt me that this would be a spiritual experience for Carter, and would give him a chance to feel the Spirit and identify the Holy Ghost. I pulled him close to me and said,
Me: "Carter, if you were to stand up there, what would you say?"
Carter: "I already know what I'm going to say, Mom. I'm going to bare my testimony that I know this church is true and that Halloween is coming up."
Riiight, see, trying to avoid the Halloween references. Trying to focus on the gospel here, is what I wanted to say. But instead, I chose to be patient.
Me: "Why don't you tell me what you want to say and I will write it down for you. That way, you won't forget anything when you go up."
Carter: "Can I rip out the paper and take it up with me?"
Me: "Sure."
And what came next was really touching, sincere, and humbling for me. I wrote down word for word what he said, then he went right up to the pulpit, with the biggest smile on his face. He looked out into the congregation, smoothed out his paper, and very clearly said the following:
Hi. My name is Carter.
And I know this church is true.
I know Heavenly Father listens.
We are taking cookies over to houses and we ring their doorbell, then we run. And that is so funny, but I feel the Spirit when I do service.
And I know that Jesus loves little children.
I felt the Spirit during Family Home Evening.
In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
When he came down from the pulpit, he was glowing with happiness. I had told him to pay attention to what he felt in his heart as he was up there, and if he felt good, that was Heavenly Father's way of telling Carter that he was doing the right thing. When he came back to our seat, he said he felt "Goody Goody Good! SOO good! Like when I shared my candy jar." That's so right, Carter. That was another time the Spirit touched his heart so strong.
I am so thankful for the times that Heavenly Father intervenes to pick up the pieces and make sense of my parenting. I am thankful for the Spirit that can touch a heart beyond what I can do. And I am thankful to have trusted the Lord more than myself in that moment, granting Carter an incredible stepping stone in his own personal and spiritual growth.
The other moral of the story:
If you get cookies on your doorstep and no one is there when the doorbell rings:
It wasn't us.